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oh well, i'm back!

GsK (the pharma company that i'm currently working for) called me on the phone this afternoon and they told me that I'll be staying on a hotel starting on the 25th of July for one month! *winks*

My field training will start next Monday till Friday while classroom training will start on the 25th until mid- August. This sounds fun and exciting but I'm just wondering if I'm not going home anymore. The last time I talked to them, they told us that right after the training they'll send us to Isabela for our practicum as proby medreps.

Natatawa pa rin ako, ewan ko kung bakit. Isabela, malayo 'yun ah... Makatawa nga... HAHAHAHAHahahahahahahah!!



Positive: I'm happy that Abby texted the whole gang for a semi- reunion. I wasn't expecting that everyone will come like Ate Chana, Pril and TIn... I know they are all busy with their lives as soon-to-be RNs.

Joyce is also busy with her life as a medical student and as a sister to her fellow 'sisters' in the sorority she is currently into. Tsk.. tsk.. Nanalaytay pa rin ba sa dugo mo.. Just don't forget your studies.

Ailyn is sometimes hard to reach because it's also hard to contact her on her cellphone and she's quite busy applying for different jobs.

Despite the hectic schedules we all got, we still managed to meet at SM Manila and we have our lunch in Pizza Hut (o Shakeys ba un??). Nakakatawa lang after lunch, patak- patak kami kasi nadecline ung card ni Abby-- buti na lang mapera si Ailyna. Hahahah!

After lunch, the three soon-to-be-RNs headed their way home because they still need to review for tomorrow's school activity-- so we sent them home and the four of us left.



JOYCE invited us to visit her dorm in españa towers. We shared lots of stories together that we couldn't stop our mouth from talking. Haha! Her dormitory was really nice-- I can't help myself but to stare outside the window overlooking everything.

May nakita kaming swimming pool ni Ailyn sa may 30th floor yta un! Until we decided to swim eventhough we don't have extra clothes and undies w/ us. Abby hesitate to join us at first. Aba, nung pinilit namin, e d pumayag na-- aba, akalain mo, di sha mashadong excited. Talagang nangunguna pa!! Hahahah.

After swimming, we went back to Joizki's room and have our dinner. Abby cooked tortang eggplant and omelet. It was a wonderful afternoon with them.

When I got home, Mom scolded me again. As usual, I came home late. But it's worth it. I really had fun.

I went to Ayala yesterday for my physical exam. I'm not sure with my instincts so I decided to ask Mom to accompany me on that place. We went to Biolab in Ayala where they conducted various exam like drug test, urinalysis, blood test, stool test, dental, xray, eyes, ears, breast exam and a lot more.

I was frightened when the doctor asked me to remove all my clothes. I thought it's gonna be a simple check- up. Until I realized it's something thorough and really serious. They checked my chest for possible tumors which may lead to breast cancer.

I'm quite frightened going to doctors to have my check- up because I'm afraid that they might discover something serious in me. Like having a serious disease or ailment.

One of the doctors gave a comment on my swelling tonsils. It's always been my problem eversince. And it never got well, too.

My field training will start next Monday. I was assigned to a Senior Med Rep. It's a one-on-one training in a hospital or anywhere he'd like to conduct it. I hope I can make it. It will last only for a week. I just hope that whoever he is, he must be nice to me. Or else.. Hmp.

Hoping that everything is fine and normal. Natatakot lang...

this is so bad.

Hayy, life parang buhay. imagine, four days na akong walang cell phone..

kung kelan ko naman minaster ang paghahanap ng signal sa kung saan- saan mang sulok ng bahay namin, pinag-kaingat-ingatan, ni di ko un pinasasayad sa lupa, ni pindot di magawa ng mga kapatid ko dahil bawal hawakan (heheh, damot), kahit abutin ako ng siyam-siyam para i-repair ang sirang charger, kung kelan naman maayos na maayos naman ang LCD at kung kelan di na sha nahahagis (ng di sinasadya)---- e saka naman siya kusang nagretire.

I can't imagine a day without a phone. Pero ngayon, this is it-- eto na nga ba ang sinasabi ko. *sighs*

Bigla na lang may lumabas na:

CONTRACT SERVICE

Kaya yun, kahit patay siya 'yun lang ang nasa screen. Wala nang lumalabas kundi 'yun lang. Mom tried to ask Edwin (office mate) to repair it and after several days of check- up, he announced "Wala ng pag-asa 'to".

Huhuhu. Ang saklap naman... Kaya 'yun, nasa box na sha..

POSITIVE: Shempre naman, 'di pwedeng wala to! Dahil sira na ang celfon ko, I think I deserve a new one! Kung 'di lang necessity ang cell phone nowadays, 'di na lang ako bibili kasi tamad ako magtext. Kaya lang, 'di naman pwedeng wala dahil halos lahat ng transactions ko ay thru text-- mapa-business man o personal.

Kaya eto, nagkacanvass kmi ng cp sa mga wireless center dito sa Robinsons Mla. Excited na nga ako e-- ilang araw ko din 'yung hinihingi kay pappie. Bibili na ko this week.

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Other matters:

**My series of interviews in GSK are finally over. Yipee! I passed all of them... Thanks to the white rabbit candies...

**Kala ko may rally sa MRT kanina. Late na kasi ako umalis sa bahay. Grabe, pati ba naman sa stairs may traffic? Ang pride ko kasi e. Sana sumabay na lang ako kay 'tian. pero d rin.. 'yung shoes ko nanaman, naiwan sa kalsada. Binalikan ko nmn shempre.. Akin un e. As usual, nagkita na naman kami ni mokong tiyan, sori ng sori.. wala namang pinagsosorihan. ano kaya un. hmm, i smell sumthing fishy.

**well, sori na lang. After several days of procrastination and reflection, i finally found myself. Although hindi na buo, at least, i'm starting to pick up all the pieces and make myself complete again. Maybe that's what life is. Sabi niya nga:

"In school, we need to learn the lesson and take the test. But in life, we need to take the test, then learn the lesson."

**At least now, I learned my lesson. Sana laging may chance para magbago. Sana pwedeng mag-undo (parang pc). Let bygones be bygones..

**I think I'm interested to grab the oppurtunity given to me by Abby and Nica. Pupunta daw kami sa Saudi. Hahahah! Ang cute... Kinukuha kasi ako mag-flight attendant tapos si Abby nurse naman 'dun. Hmm, not bad naman db? I'l see first.

**Titira muna ko w/ the Ifugaos after a month. Mgdocumentary kaya ako? Alam ko na. Bibili ako ng bonnet at beads para nakacostume habang nag-eendorse ng medicines.. Heheh.

**Omi.. today is Monday and I can't wait to see if who among Cat, Anique and Petra ang pipiliin ni Joe?! Who's after the money or who's after for love? Well, let's see. Kay Anique ako!! I don't like Cat because she's seducing Joe just to get his attention. Anique is pretty and simple. I know she's not after the money. Petra? I don't know her

Sige, haba na.. Inip na sila. Babuush.

grabe, kelangan ko yata mag- alaxan. wait, hinga muna. whew.

Nakakaloka talaga ang mga pangyayari. Oreo bombarded my phone with miscalls and text messages early this morning. 'Yun pala, change plans. Abnormal talaga. Heheh. Sabi niya kasi 2pm pa kami magkikita kaya napasarap pa tuloy ang tulog ko...

Napadali pa tuloy ako ng di- oras na halos di na ako mag-breakfast. Pero ok lang, worth it naman. The 2pm meeting was cancelled. At namove pa ng 9:30am para lunch kami sa Friomixx. And the worst part, I just woke up at exactly 9 in the morning.

Fast-forward. Shempre, late ako. Heheh. Namumutla na sha sa gutom ! I ate Beef Tapa while Oreo ordered Club sandwich. Nica was there, too. After our lunch, nagbonding muna kami at sinamahan namin si Nica na ayusin mga papers nya sa UMC. Walang 'ya talaga, kaya pala niya ko trineat dahil aalis na siya at iiwan na niya na kami dito sa 'Pinas. Hmp. Nakakapagtampo dahil late na nyang sinabi.

While waiting for Nica to finish her paperworks, nag-usap muna kami at nagchismisan:

**Sobrang nashock ako sa revelation niya about kay Nina. May alam ako but I never imagined that it will grew big like this.. nag-tra- transcend pala ha. But I can't blame her for being like one. I wanna see her and talk to her-- pero, para naman akong abnormal para iopen ang isang napakasensitive na topic about herself. Kung nangyari na, she should know how to protect herself. Mahirap na-- baka magkasakit pa sha o kaya'y may madamay pa na inosente pag pinagpatuloy niya pa yun. I pray for her safety.

**Nakakamiss pa rin dahil lalayas na talaga 'tong si abby at mangingibang bayan na din tulad ni Nica. Nge. What do I expect? Mga nurses nga pala sila at talagang ganun.

**Sinabi ko sa kanya 'yung text sa 'kin ni Isah last night and I feel so worried for them. Sinabi ko na lang.

"hmm. what can I say? Congrats!! welcome to the world. don't be upset w/ what happend bcz evrythng happns for a reason. Ngsisimula p lng kau. Napag-daanan din nmn yan so don't feel sad. ms worst p nga e. Pag-aralan nyo ung strat nyo. There myt be sumthng wrng. In ur nxt actvty,improve ur mistakes and it'll will never be the same agn! Jst put all ur trust to the Lord and He'll gyd U all through out.Godbless"

JaRAY. Heheh. I know they can make it by next time. It's part of the learning process. Kaya nila yan.

**Grabe,napa-exercise ako ng di-oras kanina. Wala pang warm- up. Hahahahah! Maghakot daw ba! Ok lng yan, basta't may katuwang, masaya naman. Special thanks to Oreo. Macho ka pala. Hahahah.

**Strawberry-Cheese Shake. Sobrang Sarap!!! May new favorite Shake, try ko next time, Coffee Choco. Takaw ko talaga!

**Glaxo called while we are eating. Yipee.. Last interview na! I need to bring all my requirements including my TOR. GSk, here I come..

**Loka-loka talaga.. mukha 'tong prospect. Pilots naman daw..

**Magtu- tour daw kami sa La Consolacion sa July 11. Visit daw namin mga friends pati dadaan na din kami sa dormitoryo ni joizki. Sa Saturday naman, bonding uli kami.

**Tomorrow is my big day. Last Job Interview ko na. Nkapasa rin kaya si Skinhead at Claire? Sana. Natatakot kasi ako dun. Wala akong kilala. Buti na lang andun si Tiyan, namimigay ng white rabbit candies.

**Pupunta ba ko ng Don Henrico's bukas? Hmm. Wala naman kasi barkada dun eh. Ibibili ko na lang ng Damit 'yung pera ko. Kaya lang, magtatampo si Franx. Kaso, ipparepair ko pa 'yung blazer ko at jacket ko para magfit saken. Eh kaso, aawayin ako ni Budel dahil wala ako. Bahala na bukas. 'Di pa naman ako mashadong maalam sa pagKokomyut. Let's see.

**Waaahhhh!! I'm so excited... Makakapaglaro na ako!! Hanep ka talaga 'got! walang kakupas-kupas...

**excited na ko para kay Joe. Si Anique, Cat at Petra na lang ang natitira... Sino kaya pipiliin niya??

Ayun, mahaba na.. Uwi na ko dahil excited na kong bumuo ng pamilya...

joke lang. bata pa ako.

i'm so excited. Franx texted me early this morning and he told me about this gimik on Friday. I'm glad he still remembered to text me about the group's whereabouts during these days. I really missed them a lot. They were like a real family to me eversince I started college. Oh well, where and when will that be?

It's gonna be on Friday, 7:30 PM at Don Henrico's Pedro Gil (along Mabini yata un, infront of BPI). I'm thinking if I can reach them on time since I'm coming from Makati pa for my final interview.

btw, abby texted me and she wanted to see me for our ultimate get-together (eventhough, dalawa lang kami). she'll definitely bombard me with stories, and questions as well. I feel like talking and chatting all day-- a way to loosen up. No plans of exaggerating things about what happened recently. We both deserve a moment of silence and time to heal ourselves.

Oh well, it's gonna be a big day for me. Byebye sadness! Time for fun.. whoa!

I watched freshmania yesterday in DLSU-D Grandstand. It was a blast! The crowd was great and their response to the performers were very overwhelming. Spider was there, too. He sang for Livewire and Starfish. His performance was superb.

Things were getting smooth as I expected. I thank those wonderful people who always make my day complete even in their absence..

bittersweet.
we call ourselves honey.
and i'll be missin him a lot.

do i need to say more?

i miss them a lot.